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who agrees ??
i look like the bride of chucky..
more weird pics i photoshopped ;]
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| I'm not a bad guy |
[27 Feb 2005|10:19pm] |
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the only people i hold a relationship with that matters alot, is Mike, Tati, and Brittany. just so everyone knows that if you keep your core people close, the untrue idiots show bright and shiny, that way you can push them away<3
sex ncandayy: linzy im down with all this stupid bullshit, you're not going to believe i goddamn thing i say to you so just dont like me i dont care
has a moldyroom: uhh i read youre log so you're a complete liar
has a moldyroom: im not dumb sweetheart
sex ncandayy: uhm, i didnt feel like fighting with tati so i just said whatever i was kidding so therefore shed stop tlaking
has a moldyroom: suuuuuuuuuuurrrrrreeeee
has a moldyroom: id believe tati over you
sex ncandayy: ok well just to clarify if you dont like me, im not going to waste my time caring about it
has a moldyroom: plus its in writing
sex ncandayy: yea, i thought i believed tati about a lot of things
has a moldyroom: yeah right miranda, youre honestly one of the most fake people ive ever met, everything you say and do is outrageously ignorant, i havent believed ALOT of bullshit youve said, you try to make yourself out to be some big fucking retard and you realy arnt, too bad you waste yourself like that, maybe its true that im only good for pot, that dont bother me, what bothers me is that you are not a friend
has a moldyroom: wtf, writing a book ?
sex ncandayy: im really sorry you have that opion on me, ive had nothing but shitty ass friends all my life..so therefore i know what its like so i do the exact opposite, im not fake at all and if you think i am then im sorry you do, this is me, this is my personality...i stay true to myself. i do. because i know what its like, i hate drama, i hate fighting, i hate stupid bullshit. so im trying to stop it, im not saying "ohh forgive me blah blah blah" bec im not asking for forgiveness im asking to just be civil and say if you dont like me, dont like me
has a moldyroom: if youve had shitty friends all your life maybe that means something ? maybe that means something about you ? the reason tati and i have our relationship is because it was built on trust, same with me and mike, and THAT is why they are strong, and THAT is why they last, i never put too much trust or love into you from the befining, so i wasn't hurt by anything, just dissapointed. i dont believe in having a true friendship with anyone, unless its trustworthy. i would never talk behind tatis back, nor would she to me. and i know that. when you broke your trust for me, just know it will never be built. i have lost all respect for you. i will look you straight in the eyes and tell you all i feel. because i know what i know, i have my facts, and i back myself up. youre asking to be civil, who knows, if i feel like saying how i feel, i will.
sex ncandayy: honestly i dont give a fuck if you lost all respect for me, i really dont. and i feel the same way about this whole situation, disappointment. i know there are two sides to every story and im trying to understand yours and i do. so basically all i have to say is bye.
has a moldyroom: wow, lol, now its even more clear. i'm glad i have become one of the 'shitty' friends youve had in your past, its all on you. if you dont give a fuck then all that says is you didnt from the begining. i wont settle shit online, its childish. even though you "dont give a fuck" if you ever do, all you have to do is talk to me, not online, in person. and civil rights could occur
sex ncandayy: uhm ok
has a moldyroom: exactally. youll get everything thats coming to you in life, later miranda.
sex ncandayy: ive had enough shit happen to me, you dont even really know me. you'll have yours too
has a moldyroom: naa, i wont, cause i dont pull shit like you, and lie about retarded shit
sex ncandayy: haha, ok. im done with this. later
sex ncandayy signed off at 10:15:10 PM.
has a moldyroom: its funny that you seem so pissed off, but yet "you dont give a fuck" i know youre not all big and bad miranda, and i hope it bothers you when i stare you straight in the eyes, cause i know it will. keep up with your acting cause maybe youll get better, but right now you suck at it real bad.
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[27 Feb 2005|01:27am] |
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See what drug you are.
i was bored.. but what truth aye?
anyways.. its 1am something, im super tired, mikes coming over at 3am <3 were gonna have a nice night. :]
we watched saw earlier, how pointless.
i love tatianna pastor.
so like - i realy honestly dont think mike and i will ever break up, i love him, but if we ever do im never ever dating any guys. yuck.. mike isnt yuck, but guys, yuck..
kay im getting okward, night stupid.
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| HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY |
[14 Feb 2005|12:12am] |
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today- is one year, i have been entirely happy and at place.
i love you michael david corbitt you are my world.
and now, a tribute of MIKE CORBITT AND LINZY GARCIA 
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| its happy birthday linzy |
[08 Feb 2005|09:26pm] |
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TODAY IS HAPPY BIRTHDAY LINZY !!
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| i love you mike, to death |
[03 Feb 2005|07:17pm] |
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boy, I'm in love with you
But this ain't the honeymoon
We're past the infatuation phase
We're right in the thick of love
At times we get sick of love
It seems like we argue every day
I know I misbehaved
And ive made my mistakes
And we've both still got room left to grow
And though love sometimes hurts
I still put you first
And we'll make this thing work
But I think we should take it slow
We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cause we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow
This ain't a movie, no
No fairytale conclusion y'all
It gets more confusing every day
Sometimes it's Heaven sent
Then we head back to Hell again
We kiss, then we make up on the way
I hang up, you call
We rise and we fall
And we feel like just walking away
As our love advances
We take second chances
Though it's not a fantasy
I still want you to stay
Maybe we'll live and learn
Maybe we'll crash and burn
Maybe you'll stay
Maybe you''ll leave
Maybe you'll return
Maybe you'll never find
Maybe we won't survive
Maybe we'll grow
We'll never know
Baby, you and I
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| ich liebie sie |
[18 Jan 2005|07:18pm] |
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this is my altime favorite picture of mike and i, my dollface Allison<3 sized it for me :D so now i can show yall ;]
<3 <3 <3 Our one year is less than a month away :D feb.14 <3 <3 <3
Aww :D
anyways, now this pic i love my eyes in it, but im gonna put it behind a LJcut so i dont annoy anyone :X hehehe
( Mwa :-* )
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| i love our relationship MMMMM <3 |
[06 Jan 2005|05:39pm] |
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infantgrinder: i love you
Auto response from hasamoldyroom: granny
hasamoldyroom: nvm
hasamoldyroom: bitch left
infantgrinder: lol
infantgrinder: i love you shawty
hasamoldyroom: i love you too dinker
hasamoldyroom: AHAHDRFG
infantgrinder: dinker?
hasamoldyroom: YEAH !
infantgrinder: what is that?
hasamoldyroom: slut
hasamoldyroom: your wanker thing
hasamoldyroom: wank wank
hasamoldyroom: dildo breath
hasamoldyroom: AHAHAH
hasamoldyroom: iloveyou
infantgrinder: hey slutface my boy J named his pet hamster dinker dookey ramsterlope when we were in 7th grade, so i find it funny that you should refer to me as dinker
infantgrinder: i love you
hasamoldyroom: yeah whatsup dinkerbits
hasamoldyroom: i love you too
hasamoldyroom: i want someone to blow up the highschool
hasamoldyroom: my records would be gooooone
hasamoldyroom: and i could be a STRAIGHT GAY studebt
hasamoldyroom: i have drool on my chin
infantgrinder: what?
infantgrinder: ent?
hasamoldyroom: yeah sure
infantgrinder: whats a straight gay student?
hasamoldyroom: a
hasamoldyroom: BIA
hasamoldyroom: dyuh
infantgrinder: i love you drooly
hasamoldyroom: were not gonna take it NOOOOO were not gonna take it !.... ANYMOREEEE
infantgrinder: youre crazy
hasamoldyroom: youre lazy
hasamoldyroom: HAH
infantgrinder: youre hazy
infantgrinder: in appearance
hasamoldyroom: your butt smells
hasamoldyroom: aw
hasamoldyroom: suck my butt
infantgrinder: with a vacuum attachment
hasamoldyroom: <3 <3 <3
infantgrinder: one end on your butt, one end on my mouth
infantgrinder: and ill suck as hard as i can
hasamoldyroom: hey butt nugget why dont you come over HEA and gimme some fucking sugar and shit
hasamoldyroom: ya know.
infantgrinder: gimme like 2 days
infantgrinder: ill be there
hasamoldyroom: kay
hasamoldyroom: sicko.
infantgrinder: so?
infantgrinder: you like it
hasamoldyroom: i didnt say it was a bad thing peniswad, NOR did i use it as an insult,
infantgrinder: plus you are sicko too! you like to have sex in a dumpster
hasamoldyroom: youre the best sicko ever, better.
hasamoldyroom: HEY ! thats fuckin kinky..
infantgrinder: yeah it is
hasamoldyroom: dumpsters are nice
hasamoldyroom: lmao
hasamoldyroom: what the fuck, asses cant be laughed off
hasamoldyroom: god. fuckin people
hasamoldyroom: i need weed mike
hasamoldyroom: im feindin
infantgrinder: find some
infantgrinder: whatabout that one kid
hasamoldyroom: i found all i could and smoked it all yesterday
hasamoldyroom: i can get it, im just lazy
infantgrinder: lol
hasamoldyroom: im not going out, fuck that
hasamoldyroom: lol
infantgrinder: lol
infantgrinder: you could have someone meet you at the store thats by your house
hasamoldyroom: im making my bitch, i mean my mom take me to burger king
hasamoldyroom: no !
hasamoldyroom: lol
hasamoldyroom: im not going out
hasamoldyroom: plus i look crazy
hasamoldyroom: i look like im all cracked out
infantgrinder: why?
hasamoldyroom: HAHAHHA
hasamoldyroom: i remember my dream
hasamoldyroom: i had a dream i was pulling strings and weird thick white shit out of my skin
infantgrinder: thats strange
hasamoldyroom: like on my arms
hasamoldyroom: yeah, it felt real
hasamoldyroom: my meds make me dream crazy
infantgrinder: thats sweet
hasamoldyroom: yeah i know
hasamoldyroom: smelly
infantgrinder: butthole scented
hasamoldyroom: HAH
hasamoldyroom: i cut my butthole OFF
hasamoldyroom: no more anal for you missy
infantgrinder: noooooo! i didnt even get to put it in your butt before our one year anniversery
infantgrinder: im still gonna
hasamoldyroom: ;]
hasamoldyroom: good
hasamoldyroom: itll be all.. choppy
hasamoldyroom: i got to go get my shit on, my moms taking me to buttskank queen
hasamoldyroom: call me in like a half hour
hasamoldyroom: i want to eat in peace.
hasamoldyroom: lol
hasamoldyroom: LOL
hasamoldyroom: lmfao
infantgrinder: hold on
infantgrinder: taking you where?
hasamoldyroom: buger king...
hasamoldyroom: aka buttskank queen
infantgrinder: oh
infantgrinder: well ill call you at like 6:15 love
hasamoldyroom: yeah wussup.
infantgrinder: jafs
hasamoldyroom: kay, love ya babe
hasamoldyroom: LOVE YA NOODLE WANK
infantgrinder: yjafs
infantgrinder: love you too
hasamoldyroom: ew. bigggggggg noodle
hasamoldyroom: HAH
hasamoldyroom: bye babe.
infantgrinder: i love you
infantgrinder: linzy
infantgrinder: i love you
hasamoldyroom: i love you too mike
hasamoldyroom: alot
hasamoldyroom: alot alot
infantgrinder: very much
hasamoldyroom: bye slut
hd infantgrinder: late yjafs
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[28 Dec 2004|11:50pm] |
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i dont see anybody - or do anything - kind of saddens me, so i got one question for you people...
WHO DONT MISS THIS FACE??
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[23 Dec 2004|09:17pm] |
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infantgrinder: hey flimsgangsta, give me a call or something. i was just thinking about how crazy it is that once upon a time we were just friends. then we became such great friends...i mean like best friends, then we did it lol, then we started going out, and then we fell very very much in love and went through a whole bunch of drama and look at us now...10 months and 9 days later here we are, still friends, still bestfriends, still doing it, still going out, still in love, still goin through occasional drama and still FUCKING SOULMATES FROM THE VERY BEGINNING OF IT ALL. from the first time we ever met on the bench at southland mall, we have been obvious soulmates. i love you Lindsay Marie Garcia.
this boy is so much to me. AH
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[14 Nov 2004|11:57pm] |
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don't realy know where to start - or stop..
i hate how little things are reminding me of people that i just dont want to think about.
get out of my head.
anyways.
this is my journal entry, saying goodbye. i'm not writing in here any more, i finally went out and got my own journal, one with pages and it has a lock so noone can invade and work hard to make me feel like shit for who i am. i haven't witten in an actual journal in about a year now. i thought hey, i got friends, i got fingers, but my fingers are sick of telling voltures how to be smooth, and what to talk about, i'm sick of being the dead animal you come and pick at after a lions done with me. so think of this as your last dinner scraps from me. god knows i love people, i can say with true honesty i love people, and i always find the good in everybody, but i guess happiness is something we must truely find in ourselves. i miss simpler things, simpler times, simpler life. i think i want to scream. i'm so sick of myself, and i know by just saying that one line, someone out there, is smirking in the fact that they know they kicked me while i was down. well were made to bleed, and scab, and heal, and bleed again, and turn every scar into a joke. i'm not being a bitch, or i'm not trying to, but i need to be blunt, and get this out- i don't want to hurt anybody, and i realy don't want to be hurt anymore either. i would have never imagined teenage gayass drama could get so outrageous, to the point, where i just do not want to be around anybody once so ever. i don't want to hangout, i don't want to communicate, i don't want to smile, i don't want to joke, i literally feel i would be so much better off being alone, in school, and out. i have mike to keep me company, to talk to, to love. i just don't want to deal with absolutely anything, because being completely honest, i'm on the verge of a nervous breakdown, and i feel as if every day i get another load on my shoulders to carry around, and i'm getting fucking tired of it. now i can either complain my ass off or make something usefull out of this all, and i am, instead of wasting my time on people, i'm going to do my homework, or read more, or rent more movies, spend some time with my family, get more hours at work- then on the weekend, i'll see mike, and he'll just be the fun and joy in my life. he's all i realy need. anyways, physically and mentally i'm shutting down. my mood has been bad for days and days now. a slump i just cant seem to get out of. i have not found my happiness. i havent stopped looking elsewhere, and started looking here. and these people coming and going, that does not make me feel i am worthy of their time and love and caring.
i want them to stay. as friends or likewise, but to stay.i dont even enjoy going out anymore cause i just know its gonna cause problems in some way. my head cant take anymore. i am so tired.
i know im gonna get kicked for all of this, but truthfully nothing feel right. or good. except ignoring everything. ignoring my feelings, people, needs, obligations, all of it. and that's why i feel no desire to write in here any longer.
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[14 Nov 2004|11:56pm] |
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don't realy know where to start - or stop..
i hate how little things are reminding me of people that i just dont want to think about.
get out of my head.
anyways.
this is my journal entry, saying goodbye. i'm not writing in here any more, i finally went out and got my own journal, one with pages and it has a lock so noone can invade and work hard to make me feel like shit for who i am. i haven't witten in an actual journal in about a year now. i thought hey, i got friends, i got fingers, but my fingers are sick of telling voltures how to be smooth, and what to talk about, i'm sick of being the dead animal you come and pick at after a lions done with me. so think of this as your last dinner scraps from me. god knows i love people, i can say with true honesty i love people, and i always find the good in everybody, but i guess happiness is something we must truely find in ourselves. i miss simpler things, simpler times, simpler life. i think i want to scream. i'm so sick of myself, and i know by just saying that one line, someone out there, is smirking in the fact that they know they kicked me while i was down. well were made to bleed, and scab, and heal, and bleed again, and turn every scar into a joke. i'm not being a bitch, or i'm not trying to, but i need to be blunt, and get this out- i don't want to hurt anybody, and i realy don't want to be hurt anymore either. i would have never imagined teenage gayass drama could get so outrageous, to the point, where i just do not want to be around anybody once so ever. i don't want to hangout, i don't want to communicate, i don't want to smile, i don't want to joke, i literally feel i would be so much better off being alone, in school, and out. i have mike to keep me company, to talk to, to love. i just don't want to deal with absolutely anything, because being completely honest, i'm on the verge of a nervous breakdown, and i feel as if every day i get another load on my shoulders to carry around, and i'm getting fucking tired of it. now i can either complain my ass off or make something usefull out of this all, and i am, instead of wasting my time on people, i'm going to do my homework, or read more, or rent more movies, spend some time with my family, get more hours at work- then on the weekend, i'll see mike, and he'll just be the fun and joy in my life. he's all i realy need. anyways, physically and mentally i'm shutting down. my mood has been bad for days and days now. a slump i just cant seem to get out of. i have not found my happiness. i havent stopped looking elsewhere, and started looking here. and these people coming and going, that does not make me feel i am worthy of their time and love and caring.
i want them to stay. as friends or likewise, but to stay.i dont even enjoy going out anymore cause i just know its gonna cause problems in some way. my head cant take anymore. i am so tired.
i know im gonna get kicked for all of this, but truthfully nothing feel right. or good. except ignoring everything. ignoring my feelings, people, needs, obligations, all of it. and that's why i feel no desire to write in here any longer.
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[07 Nov 2004|05:34am] |
it's 4:34am and i'm awake, and honestly i feel like i could kill you. i have never, ever in my life, met anyone like you, i think you seriously need to seek some mental help. earlier i was looking up mental illnesses to find out what the hell is yours.. and i forgot what its called but i'm pretty fucking sure you have it.. its about how you use everyone and you can't possible love, you're whole life is a big game you play with people, minipulate and lie, steal and cheat. yeah everyone does some of those things.. but lets be real now. you know you're a piece of shit who literally will definately fry in the hell that I HOPE TO GOD is real JUST so i know you get the ultimate pay back for all you've done in your life. it's sad to think a person could actually feel this way for somebody.. but when you know as much as i do, even though i don't have that much room to talk, being that i AM linzy garcia, and i AM such a horrible person. well let me ask you people something.. have i EVER had the power, to make you want to literally kill yourself, and if you didn't have your lover because i turned all your friends on you, that you would, and you would fucking bring your dads gun to school and fucking get everything out you need to so people can understand, then fucking blow your brains out in a band kids lunch tray.. yeah well you, you through out my entire life, from the time we were fucking scraping our knees at kids kingdom, have found a way, to completely ruin things for me, to make me feel like i am nothing. when inside, i know, i'm a highly loving and caring person, i care and love everyone, THIS is why i have givven you, so many fucking chances, and let you walk all over me my entire fucking life. you have even stated to me, you wouldn't care if your own mother died. you're mothers done nothing wrong with you, hell if I was your mother i'd fucking drown you in a fucking sink. you've also stated to my mother and i, that you use your father, and you used this exact word as well, you "MINIPULATE" him. hmm.. thats a little fucked up. but anyways, this, i promise to you, is the last time, that i EVER trust you. I don't give a shit who you are to me, who you have become to me, is nothing, and nobody. and thats pretty fucking hard, cause i care for alot of people. and someday, SOOOMEday.. i fucking KNOOOOOOOW.. and i honestly can't wait to be proven right, all your little "friends" will know how i feel. i say friends in quotations because i'm being sarcastic, not saying THEY arn't good friends, but just saying you could never define friendship. i don't ever want anything to do with you, ever again. and thats pretty fucking sad.. but honestly if you wernt who you are to me, i would of done fucking beat the living fuck out of you, which i could and MOST DEFINATELY would love to. the only thing that would keep me from doing that is the fear of if accidently kill you and then i'd have to find somewhere good to hide your body.. that'd suck. but i'd do it. just because you honestly don't desurve ALOT of shit. and i'm going to just sit back and let people think what they want, cause i know you'll prove to them i'm right. you always do.
now everyone, think to yourself, is this a normal way to feel about blood ?
your blood to me is as thin as water
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[07 Nov 2004|05:34am] |
it's 4:34am and i'm awake, and honestly i feel like i could kill you. i have never, ever in my life, met anyone like you, i think you seriously need to seek some mental help. earlier i was looking up mental illnesses to find out what the hell is yours.. and i forgot what its called but i'm pretty fucking sure you have it.. its about how you use everyone and you can't possible love, you're whole life is a big game you play with people, minipulate and lie, steal and cheat. yeah everyone does some of those things.. but lets be real now. you know you're a piece of shit who literally will definately fry in the hell that I HOPE TO GOD is real JUST so i know you get the ultimate pay back for all you've done in your life. it's sad to think a person could actually feel this way for somebody.. but when you know as much as i do, even though i don't have that much room to talk, being that i AM linzy garcia, and i AM such a horrible person. well let me ask you people something.. have i EVER had the power, to make you want to literally kill yourself, and if you didn't have your lover because i turned all your friends on you, that you would, and you would fucking bring your dads gun to school and fucking get everything out you need to so people can understand, then fucking blow your brains out in a band kids lunch tray.. yeah well you, you through out my entire life, from the time we were fucking scraping our knees at kids kingdom, have found a way, to completely ruin things for me, to make me feel like i am nothing. when inside, i know, i'm a highly loving and caring person, i care and love everyone, THIS is why i have givven you, so many fucking chances, and let you walk all over me my entire fucking life. you have even stated to me, you wouldn't care if your own mother died. you're mothers done nothing wrong with you, hell if I was your mother i'd fucking drown you in a fucking sink. you've also stated to my mother and i, that you use your father, and you used this exact word as well, you "MINIPULATE" him. hmm.. thats a little fucked up. but anyways, this, i promise to you, is the last time, that i EVER trust you. I don't give a shit who you are to me, who you have become to me, is nothing, and nobody. and thats pretty fucking hard, cause i care for alot of people. and someday, SOOOMEday.. i fucking KNOOOOOOOW.. and i honestly can't wait to be proven right, all your little "friends" will know how i feel. i say friends in quotations because i'm being sarcastic, not saying THEY arn't good friends, but just saying you could never define friendship. i don't ever want anything to do with you, ever again. and thats pretty fucking sad.. but honestly if you wernt who you are to me, i would of done fucking beat the living fuck out of you, which i could and MOST DEFINATELY would love to. the only thing that would keep me from doing that is the fear of if accidently kill you and then i'd have to find somewhere good to hide your body.. that'd suck. but i'd do it. just because you honestly don't desurve ALOT of shit. and i'm going to just sit back and let people think what they want, cause i know you'll prove to them i'm right. you always do.
now everyone, think to yourself, is this a normal way to feel about blood ?
your blood to me is as thin as water
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| you do not want to fuck with me, this is beyond the point of teenage drama. |
[07 Nov 2004|05:33am] |
it's 4:34am and i'm awake, and honestly i feel like i could kill you. i have never, ever in my life, met anyone like you, i think you seriously need to seek some mental help. earlier i was looking up mental illnesses to find out what the hell is yours.. and i forgot what its called but i'm pretty fucking sure you have it.. its about how you use everyone and you can't possible love, you're whole life is a big game you play with people, minipulate and lie, steal and cheat. yeah everyone does some of those things.. but lets be real now. you know you're a piece of shit who literally will definately fry in the hell that I HOPE TO GOD is real JUST so i know you get the ultimate pay back for all you've done in your life. it's sad to think a person could actually feel this way for somebody.. but when you know as much as i do, even though i don't have that much room to talk, being that i AM linzy garcia, and i AM such a horrible person. well let me ask you people something.. have i EVER had the power, to make you want to literally kill yourself, and if you didn't have your lover because i turned all your friends on you, that you would, and you would fucking bring your dads gun to school and fucking get everything out you need to so people can understand, then fucking blow your brains out in a band kids lunch tray.. yeah well you, you through out my entire life, from the time we were fucking scraping our knees at kids kingdom, have found a way, to completely ruin things for me, to make me feel like i am nothing. when inside, i know, i'm a highly loving and caring person, i care and love everyone, THIS is why i have givven you, so many fucking chances, and let you walk all over me my entire fucking life. you have even stated to me, you wouldn't care if your own mother died. you're mothers done nothing wrong with you, hell if I was your mother i'd fucking drown you in a fucking sink. you've also stated to my mother and i, that you use your father, and you used this exact word as well, you "MINIPULATE" him. hmm.. thats a little fucked up. but anyways, this, i promise to you, is the last time, that i EVER trust you. I don't give a shit who you are to me, who you have become to me, is nothing, and nobody. and thats pretty fucking hard, cause i care for alot of people. and someday, SOOOMEday.. i fucking KNOOOOOOOW.. and i honestly can't wait to be proven right, all your little "friends" will know how i feel. i say friends in quotations because i'm being sarcastic, not saying THEY arn't good friends, but just saying you could never define friendship. i don't ever want anything to do with you, ever again. and thats pretty fucking sad.. but honestly if you wernt who you are to me, i would of done fucking beat the living fuck out of you, which i could and MOST DEFINATELY would love to. the only thing that would keep me from doing that is the fear of if accidently kill you and then i'd have to find somewhere good to hide your body.. that'd suck. but i'd do it. just because you honestly don't desurve ALOT of shit. and i'm going to just sit back and let people think what they want, cause i know you'll prove to them i'm right. you always do.
now everyone, think to yourself, is this a normal way to feel about blood ?
your blood to me is as thin as water
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| you do not want to fuck with me, this is beyond the point of teenage drama |
[07 Nov 2004|05:31am] |
it's 4:34am and i'm awake, and honestly i feel like i could kill you. i have never, ever in my life, met anyone like you, i think you seriously need to seek some mental help. earlier i was looking up mental illnesses to find out what the hell is yours.. and i forgot what its called but i'm pretty fucking sure you have it.. its about how you use everyone and you can't possible love, you're whole life is a big game you play with people, minipulate and lie, steal and cheat. yeah everyone does some of those things.. but lets be real now. you know you're a piece of shit who literally will definately fry in the hell that I HOPE TO GOD is real JUST so i know you get the ultimate pay back for all you've done in your life. it's sad to think a person could actually feel this way for somebody.. but when you know as much as i do, even though i don't have that much room to talk, being that i AM linzy garcia, and i AM such a horrible person. well let me ask you people something.. have i EVER had the power, to make you want to literally kill yourself, and if you didn't have your lover because i turned all your friends on you, that you would, and you would fucking bring your dads gun to school and fucking get everything out you need to so people can understand, then fucking blow your brains out in a band kids lunch tray.. yeah well you, you through out my entire life, from the time we were fucking scraping our knees at kids kingdom, have found a way, to completely ruin things for me, to make me feel like i am nothing. when inside, i know, i'm a highly loving and caring person, i care and love everyone, THIS is why i have givven you, so many fucking chances, and let you walk all over me my entire fucking life. you have even stated to me, you wouldn't care if your own mother died. you're mothers done nothing wrong with you, hell if I was your mother i'd fucking drown you in a fucking sink. you've also stated to my mother and i, that you use your father, and you used this exact word as well, you "MINIPULATE" him. hmm.. thats a little fucked up. but anyways, this, i promise to you, is the last time, that i EVER trust you. I don't give a shit who you are to me, who you have become to me, is nothing, and nobody. and thats pretty fucking hard, cause i care for alot of people. and someday, SOOOMEday.. i fucking KNOOOOOOOW.. and i honestly can't wait to be proven right, all your little "friends" will know how i feel. i say friends in quotations because i'm being sarcastic, not saying THEY arn't good friends, but just saying you could never define friendship. i don't ever want anything to do with you, ever again. and thats pretty fucking sad.. but honestly if you wernt who you are to me, i would of done fucking beat the living fuck out of you, which i could and MOST DEFINATELY would love to. the only thing that would keep me from doing that is the fear of if accidently kill you and then i'd have to find somewhere good to hide your body.. that'd suck. but i'd do it. just because you honestly don't desurve ALOT of shit. and i'm going to just sit back and let people think what they want, cause i know you'll prove to them i'm right. you always do.
now everyone, think to yourself, is this a normal way to feel about blood ?
your blood to me is as thin as water
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